the title says it very clearly I'd like to think.
Here' sa list of facts just so that I don't need to tel lan overly long story, because I'm just not in the mood for it.
There were 40 Proxies in Arizona during April, both for a mass meeting and in order to kill me.
Lukes men engaged said Proxies near the very end of April, starting a 4+ hour gun fight which ended in approximately 10 of the Proxies getting away alive, and three of ours dead.
Pretty simple right? I don't need ot make an overly long post putting in every damned detail about what happened, the small details right now don't really matter, not when it has passed and I'm safe again.
.... But I still feel bad that those men died, I mean our men, I don't give a rat's ass about the bloody Proxies, chances are they deserved death, or worse, for unspeakable crimes against... I don't even know..
And no nothing bad has happened to me nor Luke, I'm just frustrated from personal issues with relationships and the like. Ugh, stress. Makes me want to slam my face into concrete repeatedly until I forget why I'm even upset with myself. But now I'm rambling- I do have another tidbit though.
May 3rd was Merci's birthday.
A few nights prior to that he went to Atlanta. He had taken, his AK74, a handgun, 6 knives, a fork, and a shitload of crackers, along with general equipment one would expect a military man to carry when on a mission.
He came back fine, a few cuts on the back of his hand and some of his body during a knife fight he ended up having with a Proxy, but other than that, he's relatively fine. And as for my research I have been looking into something called the "Collective" since it seems like an interesting aspect as far as the hierarchy of Proxy..
That's it from me, I'm done for tonight, I want to bloody sleep.
